found! part 1

sometimes, the soul pursues more than one's mind has ever thought of possessing.

we all know whats good for us, but somehow, some of us seem to be unable to have the courage to do what we know to be good for us. its not that we aren't happy being where we are now, its just that some of us have started to take what we have for granted, we're in our comfort zone - that it makes us stop appreciating the little things that are done for us, it makes us lazy to try new things, to venture out.

where then should we muster our courage from?

as humans, we think of the impossibility of something happening. but when it inevitably happens, how do we cope with it? we think of how others would judge our actions, we think of how this move might be a mistake and we fail again to think for ourselves.

i always knew of the difference of a want and a need. obviously, a need always triumphs over a want. but how can i tell what is a need and a want? practically, what i want somehow becomes my needs and what i need has become a want (because i take it for granted i guess)

oh what a mind fuck.